I am back to this place of prayer and silence once again. I said my prayers and paused. I have almost the same prayers just like I had the last time I was here.
I know He had heard my prayers uttered in the deepest portion of my heart. I know being my wonderful Creator, He wants the best for me. Only the best. There is no way He is ignoring my prayers.
But, since He is also a loving Father, He granted me the gift of free will and thus, He needs my permission and freedom of will so His plans can happen in my life.
If this desire of mine has long been planned by my great Creator, then I submit to His will.
God, if it is me who is blocking to receive Your gifts, then, change my heart. This heart who truly longs for Your answers.
You can rurn water to wine. You can part seas and create a dry land our of it. You can calm the storm instantly. You can do all those things and I know You can change my heart, too,
Change my heart, Oh God, so, I can receive Your answers to my prayers.